Why must everything just be pain and lies in life? After all, who has been through more emotions other than those? Why must we always be constantly walking on hot coals? I think that this is more of just a wow, my life sucks entries. People are nothing but traitors and spies. Even I am just a spy. For even though, I am suppose to trust people I can't help but have suspicions of what is going on when I am not there. Also, never is there a ring of truth anymore to what they say. So we must all rely on only ourselves, as we are the only people that won't betray ourselves without us knowing what we are doing. After all, no one else controls us.